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Something Happened to Men

I don’t know when it happened, but some kind of mood shift occurred in the last 40-100 years. Americans in particular seem unhappy now, as compared to 50 years ago, say. How do I know this?

Because I collect baseball cards…

As I shuffle through my cards, as I am wont to do, I can’t help but notice the different levels of joy between then and now. It is the most obvious and remarkable thing that jumps out at me every time I compare cards from different eras.

Players in the 50s and 60s showed teeth in their smiles. There were something endearing and genuine about their joy. There was innocence and a humility present at the corners of their mouths. They seemed thankful, even happy.

Even the black players, in the midst of the turmoil of the civil rights era, possessed this charisma and glow upon them that I can’t find today in their modern day counterparts. It is just a something, call it an anointing, or a blessedness, or a christian contentedness. Something has happened between then and now, and whatever it is, it wasn’t positive.

It seems like their faces become disturbed, suddenly uneasy with themselves, right around the rise of the civil rights era, to be frank. It is uncanny the timing, perhaps. But maybe there is something to it.

Maybe they were living in non-ideological times, without the bloodthirsty 24-hour media every night stirring up rancor and ill will between parties, classes and races.. But whatever it was, I think something has been taken from mankind, and most of us don’t even know we have lost this birthright.

It seems our joy has been taken from us. Perhaps taken from us by the educators, our political leaders, by the race hustlers, the marxists, the atheists, the stuffy psychologists, the secular philosophers and the bearded naturalists.

It is almost as if a light has been put out in man. A once-friendly smile has been replaced by a thin grin. A childlike faith and a booming optimism replaced by anger, discontent, factionalism, and a fractured psyche.

Pills have replaced prayers. Votes have replaced charity.

We are no longer trusted as free men to determine our future, and the future of our states. We are slowly having the screws tightened on us. Even our moral freedoms are being taken from us. We are expected to live according to societal prescription. But all prescriptions have side effects.

I don’t see genuine joy any more. I feel like I haven’t seen a smile light up a room in ages. I haven’t seen a clean smile, one that approaches godliness, seemingly full of the holy spirit, as it were. I think we are growing cold, and angry, and resentful. We are made for so much more, but are being led astray by worldly systems and an atheistic nihilism.

One senses an explosive violence simmering inside of our countrymen. One feels uncomfortable in their presence, as if you were not among your kind, your tribe, your people. You look in their eyes and see straight through to the void in their souls. Deeply troubled, you may even back away slowly with hands up.

But what happened?

I think men have lost a sense of themselves, of who they really are, and who they are supposed to be. I think we have too many men raised by women alone. They are pretzeled up in emotional knots, anxious, and angry. It is not that they have lost their fathers, but that they have never known their fathers; but most importantly, they don’t know that God is their Father. They don’t commune with the Holy Spirit inside of them, don’t speak to God any more, and don’t listen to God’s voice inside of them.

They have been made angry by race hustlers, spiritual eunuchs, godless political maniacs and politicians. They don’t have perfect peace inside of them. They are not appreciative for the gift of existence that God has graced them with, and they are acting like their angry mothers who raised them.

Man’s soul has been poisoned. Now he appears as a freak, unrecognizable from the man he would have been if he was born 30 years earlier.

Jesus said that the eyes are the lamp of the soul. You can sense that a man’s soul has been darkened by looking into his eyes. They are restless, turbulent, striped with blood; they have something of a falsity to them, as if they are always lying.

The sun of man being darkened. The moon of the eye no longer giving its light.

The eyes are bald. The charismata gone from the face. The face is even twisted, contorted into pain at all times.

Something happened along the way, to our social fabric, there was a deleterious event along the way, something that scarred the soul of man so. A moral shift occurred, away from truth, perhaps toward the toleration of lies for the sake of niceness.

The government became self-interested, almost self-aware, and became an enabler of godlessness.

When you don’t have faith in God, you don’t have faith in anything, especially your fellow man. Everywhere you turn you see evil, wickedness, doom. You see enemies surrounding you, circling you like wild dogs. The eyes that glow are under suspicion as fakes, as charlatans, as counterfeits, as men of artifice. Their eyes are different from yours, therefore they must be the eyes of your enemy.

They lost sight of the Father and his ways. Men today don’t know who they are and who they are supposed to be because they don’t know their heavenly Father.

I am not talking about a return to toxic masculinity, or anything like that. Because God is love. A real man is a man of love, and not hatred. But the societal loam has been poisoned, as it were, by hatred, which brings discontent, which breaks up the peace of God that is supposed to be in a man’s heart.

This is important, that if a man hates anyone, then he does not love.

I see it. I know that you see it, too.

The question is: what are we going to do about it?

Or is too late?

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Theory: The Real Reason for World Chaos, Riots and Violence

Violence. Rumors of war. A global pandemic.

Riots, protests and social disturbances. Tear gas and rolling tanks and pitched battles between the police forces and young, masked Marxists.

It definitely seems like crazy times, and we are living through them. Usually we are just living, but for once we feel like we are living through history.

But don’t look toward racism, oppression, ideological forces or political or social theories to explain what is going on today. They will all offer contradictory explanations, using their own secular theories and reasoning and logics, but instead, as a spiritual people, it is important to remember what Saint Paul the Apostle said:

For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. (Ephesians 6:12)

Look for the spiritual cause, not the social cause.

I want to put forth the idea that all of this is easily explainable…

Think back to the ministry of Christ. What was it that harassed Christ at almost every turn, besides the Pharisees and the Sadducees?

It was demons. Everywhere Christ went, he ran into the demon-possessed, whether they followed him and cried out to him or presented themselves as dumb spirits. He was constantly pestered by evil spirits during his earthly ministry.

Years ago, I wondered about that, why there seemed to be so much demonic activity around Christ during his ministry, but we don’t see that level of activity today. After thinking about it for a bit, I concluded that it actually made perfect sense for this to occur, as Christ was on the verge of the greatest victory over the forces of evil in all of history. The swarming of demons toward him was a last-ditch, controlled attack to stop him. It was a focusing and a marshaling of all of the demonic forces in one area, centered about the destruction of one person’s goal and plan.

I propose that we are seeing the exact same thing happen today. Soon enough, this pandemic will be over. People will be out in the streets again, and back in the pews. And in all likelihood, it will be more people than ever before. We are on the verge of a revival.

Everything you see is a desperate, focused last-ditch assault to hamper the progress toward that revival. It is The Unites States, the leader of the free world, where this attack is taking place, in order to stop the upcoming spiritual revolution about to break forth in this country.

Sides have been drawn. The armies have amassed in the battlefield in columns and divisions. The truth is, we have an opportunity now to deal the devil a serious blow while most of his forces are assembled in one place, on one field of battle.

Arm yourself with the sword of the spirit. Defend with your shield of faith.

The enemy is desperate. He fears what is to come.

Now is the time of our greatest victory.

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Rethinking Compassionate Conservatism

Compassion: a feeling of deep sympathy and sorrow for another who is stricken by misfortune, accompanied by a strong desire to alleviate the suffering. (dictionary.com)

Conservatism is a political and social philosophy promoting traditional social institutions in the context of culture and civilization. The central tenets of conservatism include tradition, organic society, hierarchy, authority, and property rights. (Wiki)

When I think of compassionate conservatism, I think of the administration and personal moral philosophy of George W Bush, 42nd President of the United States. My feeling about President Bush is that he was a good man surrounded by people of questionable character. My feeling about compassionate conservatism is that it is a moral program that we need badly right now, in our current political climate.

We must not forget that this is a godless world, and most human beings live in a fallen state. Christians are called to spread the gospel, practice charity, pray for their enemies and take care of widows. We are not called to spread offensive memes, to engage in partisan warfare or to be apologists for the rich.

Now, compassionate conservatism is a Christian-influenced conservatism. It is republicanism with a christian soul. It means to help others crawl out of the ditch, instead of pouring dirt on them. It means to practice righteous charity, to be angry at sin, but love and correct the sinner.

The heart of conservatism must be compassion. It must be charity, giving, acceptance, forgiveness and mercy. Otherwise, it is not a compassionate ideology.

The alt-right is a natural reaction to the antics of the secular left. But it is not a Christian movement, and Christians should not be behind it or supporting it. It is “a form of godliness, but lacking the power thereof,” as it says in the New Testament. It is unchristian to troll others, to meme at others, to mock or berate others. Christians must reject these practices and tactics, otherwise we have not done anything to separate our behavior from that of the world.

Compassionate conservatives also should be against the growth of government:

We are against the state because the state is a natural competitor to the influence of the church.

The secular, godless state can only give bread, but not compassion, understanding, love and friendship. And that is what broken humans really need.

But there is much compassion in traditional, conservative values. What is morally good is often “good FOR you,” and so we support a certain moral principle, and teach it, it is for the benefit of the people.

We must remember that Jesus brought a rebel’s message. His gospel message offended many, offended the Roman authorities, offended the Pharisees, offended the Sadducees. Make no mistake–it was a radical group of ideas that he taught. We must always keep this in mind. We must always support the free exchange of ideas, and never authorize censorship, never take up the pitchforks against speech.

We are not at war with radical ideas, rather we are at war with the forces of evil in the world.

We must remember that it is evil we are at war with, not racism, or any ism or phobia, but old-fashioned, time-tested wickedness. We are not at war with factions, races, ideological groups or political parties.

We are not at war with people.

Jesus came to save all people.

George Bush understood this. Bush was as hated as Trump is, called a buffoon day after day in the press, as well. But he was a two term President for a reason. His message had a heart, a Christian heart.

Conservatives also need to recognize that their ideological message has a Christian origin. There is good, sound reasoning behind conservative beliefs, but ultimately, they are all Christian in design.

The problem with secular conservatism is its foundational selfishness and the lack of compassion in its tenets. We have to remember the squares of the 50s, the ruthless businessmen who polluted our lakes and rivers, who forced Jim Morrison to leave the country on trumped up obscenity charges. All examples of historical conservative overreach.

The truth is that classical conservatives will often be at odds with evangelical conservatives. A secular conservative philosophy will always suffer from the fact that its moral bedrock is a subjective one, after all; It suffers from the same troubles that secular liberal beliefs and marxist leftist beliefs are prone to-which is the pliability and looseness of its moral program, wide open to culturalist attitudes and toxic intrusions. It is open to compromise, to fraud, to being diluted. But the compassionate person has his or her compassion as a general rule, grounding them in an objective foundation which is hard to stray from without complicated ideological gymnastics.

We must always seek out the reasons why we support the ideals and values that we support, making sure they come from a place of compassion. Jesus made a powerful statement about the observation of the Sabbath day when he said that

“man was not made for the sabbath, but the sabbath was made for man.

For example, a Christian’s support for traditional marriage, and the male/female dynamic is often viewed as hateful or pernicious by the world. But the truth is that Christians have the best in mind for people. The best situation for a child to grow up in is one with a mother and father present in the household, married. Our eyes are not on gay or lesbian people and what they practice in the privacy of their own homes. Our hearts are with the children.

Sometimes Christians will oppose gay marriage. They don’t (or shouldn’t) do so out of hostile feelings for people who identify as gay. Rather they believe that the best life for men and women of all colors and creeds is best represented by a relationship between male and female in the traditional marriage structure.

That best order describes compassionate conservatism, I think. We don’t point out sin in order to judge; We point out and describe the ramifications of sin, and the harmfulness of it on the sinner and his life. We understand that God wants the best for us, and that is why the best for us is spelled out in the guidelines and commandments in the bible.

It is not conservatism based on selfishness; It is not the ornery old man on his porch complaining about unjust taxes and decrying his hard-earned money being used to help others. It is not represented by flying the confederate flag, launching into screeds about taxation, and using words like “savages” to describe others.

In fact, Christianity **is** compassionate conservatism. It puts the compassion in conservatism. Our traditional values are Christian values, such as love for neighbor, personal responsibility for widows, for sin, for our family and friends.

And I think that is the point, that Christianity is compassionate conservatism, and we would do best to remember that, and a return to it, at this point in time, needs to be seriously considered.

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Don’t Try to Find Your Passion

We have all heard it before. A teacher or a self-help guru or a friend posts a meme that says:

Find your passion. Follow your passion.

Find something you LOVE, and do it, often.”

We are told that it is the key to happiness, finding the right career or the right work or the right mix of hobbies. Some of them are trying to sell you on counseling or career services or a coaching program of theirs.

We start searching for our passion. We try out different activities and hobbies. We join Meet Up groups. We find that we like to do certain things. Maybe we like to write or knit or go rock climbing or sell real estate. And so we do what they say, and we follow our passion, and place it first and foremost in our life.

Maybe we find success, begin to prosper financially, buy a new car, get ourselves a cat, take a few vacations and travel the world. But still, we drink wine a bit too much at night. We take the occasional Xanax for anxiety. Another relationship goes bust and we can’t figure out why.

Most of our friends are raising children, attending softball games, making school events.

Eventually everything crashes around us.

We no longer find passion in our work or career. We don’t understand why and we return to counseling or pay for more coaching. We drink wine every night now. A sleeping aid is now added in to our regular mix of drugs.

What happened?

We did what we were told, followed our passions, pursued it to the expense of all else.

We should be happy, satisfied and content, but we are not.

We were lied to. That is the problem.

Because in the end, we are animals. We are flesh and blood, and squat to defecate, just like a stray mutt does.

We have all of the instincts, genes, intuitions, drives and passions of animals, being animals ourselves.

We weren’t built, neither have we evolved–to love anything beside food, sex and our family.

Those are an animal’s primary passions.

We weren’t built to love work, to love real estate development, to love math or writing or flying. We were built to love our children, to care for them, to raise them.

We were created to love our husband or our wife, with an almost unquenchable desire for the opposite sex.

You want to know the truth about work, and careers?

Find something you are good at, and stick with it.

Leave your passion and your love for other people, who are capable of loving you back.

Otherwise, you just might find yourself successful, alone, treading the water of the days of your life, unloved, and slightly stoned.

If you cannot find your passion outside of love for God, love for country and love for family, know that there is nothing wrong with you.

In fact, you are normal.

Don’t go trying to reinvent the psychological wheel.

Accept what you are, and be yourself.


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ROMANS 8:16 “The mind governed by the flesh is death, but the mind governed by the Spirit is life and peace.”

What did the socialists and the communists need?

They needed to upset the established order. They wanted to institute their social theories and their civil ideas. But in order for that to happen, they needed the current government system to collapse, first.

Taking down a government is no small thing, especially when you don’t have an army or guns, but the only thing you possess is learning, rhetoric, words, and the books and pamphlets and manifestos that you write.

What you really need, more than anything, is rage.

They needed to enrage the public.

So what you have to do is to create intractable problems; you need to create issues that can’t ever be solved. And this is a critical point: because if the problems run so deep, even to the dark heart of a man, then you can stake your claim on an inexhaustible amount of anger and rage.

You need to convince the public, or some segment of it, that the well of darkness is so deep that you yourself need an immense amount of reach to solve the problem and get to the root of it.

This is why democrats need more and more government, more and more control of the system, because they are trying to fill a hole in the human soul that extends on indefinitely. They are trying to solve the spiritual problem of evil with man-made solutions.

The idea is that the evil in the heart of man is endless, and so there must be an endless march of programs, laws, legislation, and guidelines to attack it. But most importantly, they must have full and complete control of the government, because, without that, they think, how can you fully fix the completely corrupted heart of man?

Their desire for power coincides exactly with the depth of evil inside of man. But the truth is that they can never have enough power, never fund enough programs, never pass enough legislation to even begin to heal the brokenness inside of men.

They are looking at a deep and endless hole of evil and thinking it is something else, something that can be mastered.

They are attacking a terminal disease with superficial dressings. They are painting the face of a dead man. Because all they can see is their own ideas, their own devices and solutions. They can’t see that the patient’s heart is dead, lifeless, rotting, with rigor mortis and bacteria setting in. They can’t see that the only way to resurrect the dead heart of a man is by a miracle, through a miraculous occurrence.

They never once thought to look inside themselves for the response to the problem. They are always looking at the other with searching eyes of judgment, seeking only to diagnose and frame the other as the problem. This is the fatal flaw in socialist ideologies, that the grounding element of humility that comes from religiousness is absent.

They have replaced evil with counterfeits. And so they no longer see the depthless evil in the heart of man. They have replaced evil with shallow counterfeits, presented these issues as solvable, if we just give them enough power to institute their programs.

But first they need violence, general disorder, rage, and chaos.

They need desperation.

They need the people to look upon evil and call it something else, to actually see something else. They need the people to forget about the fruit of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, and instead identify a new tree of moral ideas, with its novel fruits being racism, privilege, Islamophobia, and so on.

In the face of this new confusion, the people will become desperate, and throw up their hands and relinquish their rights to these leaders.

It has happened over and over in history.

And we are seeing it again, right before our eyes.

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